This is my blog. It's mainly about Angel Eldridge, Pauline Bonneau, Tanner Hagood, and Josh Halverson. I want to tell him I love him, that I feel for him more than anything in this universe... but how? He is so different from me and doesn't like my immaturity. Is this all immaturity? rushing into things as always? What do i do? I just want to die. Lay in bed and die peacefully like Grandma Michels R.I.P. I just want him to feel for me as I do him. I cant see the love of my life a lot any more because she moved away :( everybody I love seems to be going away and I don't know how to handle it. It's a world that can never be able controlled no matter how much you want to change it. I love you ANGEL. I love you PAULINE. and I love you JOSHUA.
